so wat's now?

if, i am not going to go travelling,
as often as i wish to,
as far as i wish to..

if, i am not going to change my car in few years time..

if, i am not going to buy a new house,
and move into a new house,
have my own household and family...

if, i am going to stay at government,
be a government servant for the rest of my life...

so what is my goal now?

can someone give me a goal?

回家

我想回家。。。

超级星光大道

超级星光大道真是个好节目。
这集《我的童话我的歌》真的是太好看了。

每首歌，原来都有一个故事。
我们要认真去听，仔细去听，去了解歌词，那首歌才没白听。

个人很喜欢孙晓亮啦。
晓亮加油！
不是不支持李佳微，她太强了啦，没问题的。

继续看，继续听。。

我不是

我不是不要听你们的话
我只是有我自己的想法
没有所谓的对与错
只有忍让及尊重

可能，
退一步海阔天空

可是我真的觉得自己的坚持对自己才是最好的

那怎么办？

无题

我不是一个会拍马屁的人。
我也不会讨好人。
我觉得很假。

我不会主动和你好。
如果我不觉得和你“合气”的话。

我不会太肉麻，
因为我也觉得很假。

如果我肉麻，
我肯定是在跟你玩。
因为如果在玩，那就不是肉麻。

我也不会主动问你的私事。
如果你想讲，你会讲。
我也不觉得我有资格听你的私事。
可是如果你想讲，我当然想听。

所以我不会跟你们特别好。
我只会跟你们开玩笑。

我不介意不跟你们特别好。
我有把你们放在心上，你们有把我放在心上就可以了。

我不会特别关心你们。
因为，我就是不会特别关心人。

可能我也没什么兴趣你们的事。
因为，我比较关心我自己。
所以，我没特别想知道别人的东西。

不过，我还是偶尔会关心你，还有你。
也需要你们关心我。
一点点就好。
因为我不喜欢太多注意力。

很久很久以前，我也会因为缺少注意力而难过。
长大了，就会知道，没有人，是属于谁的。
不过我还是我妈妈的。=)

所以，我不会因为缺少了你的注意力而难过。
可能偶尔会失落。
嗯，几乎没感觉了。

因为，照顾自己的感觉真的比较重要。
we make our days.
not by others.

很多事情要看开。
看不开的，就慢慢来。
总有一天会看开的。

在不同的时候，我们需要不同的人。
不同的事，是跟不同的人讲。

跟阿娜讲msn,扰乱了思绪。
不懂要怎样继续了。

就这样。

金马伦之旅

说真的，三天两夜一个可以容纳九到十人的公寓只要RM180/night实在太便宜了。
在此推荐Desa Anthurium.

金马伦到了晚上还真的很冷。

唯一遗漏掉的是，在屋子里穿的袜子或拖鞋！
地板实在冰的可以。
是有带袜子。
不过用处不大。
太冰了！

去的景点里，只有茶园最值得。
不过要知道，那地方本来就不是去玩的。
是去休息的。
跟家人走走，挺不错的。

不过那个玫瑰园实在是太不值了。
什么都没有，还有收我们一人五令吉。

对了，学妹推荐的牛记饭店还真的不错。

family trip，再怎样，都是觉得不错的。

soft addiction

it's called "soft addiction".
If you are addicted to internet surfing, or shopping.
Can't get rid of this out of your mind.
Have to think of adding any piece to your collection.
Or always turn "ON" the mode for FB, MSN, etc.

This is soft addiction.

It doesn't kill you.
But eventually, you didn't live on your own.
You do not lead your life, in stead, you are led by the invisible stuff.

So... any way to get rid of this ADDICTION?

yeah

be frankly, i think i would shop like crazy in hongkong.
please don't stop me.
=D

COACH

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LOVE IT~

sad

i read one of my friend's blog.
knowing that.. actually she was mad at me about exposing her relationship.

sometimes we just feel something wasn't big.
but when we sense the severity, it's too late to regret.

i don't regret.
i just feel a bit sad.
sad that i hurt her tat period.
sad that it might hurt our relationship.

sometimes i seem like don't care so much.
sometimes my tone maybe a little bit mean.
sometimes i...

what i can say is
i do care for you, my friend.
i tried my best.

i thought it wasn't a big deal.
because, u don't know that whole world know it already.
and i just join them to tease u.
if u didn't tell me, sure i'll join them to tease u.
if u did tell me, i still join them to tease u.
but in a sense that, actually i know nothing.
if somebody know nothing, or still guessing, sure they'll tease u, right?

anyway, it's too late.
what had been done cannot be undone.

hope tat our friendship still last.

=)