Tuesday, December 4, 2012

New Car

I'm so into all new Ford Focus.
Previously, i thought i'm contented with my Myvi. I should not ask for more. A car is just a transport. Should not spend too much on it. Should not make our debt bigger. 
However, i found out that my car plate number is easy to remember.  i don't really like that. May i change a new car, with a random number that nobody will know that's my car? lol. Maybe that's deal with privacy. Or this is just an excuse to buy a new one? 
I don't think this is a good reason.
Actually i don't take care of my car well. It's dirty, stained by daughter's urine (ouch..). It has met some small accident. The outlook is not nice anymore. 
I simply don't take good care of it.
So.. i am thinking of a new car. 
Surf through all the car models. Not all, though. shortlisted some.
Ford Focus is on my list.
My budget should not be that high. 100k should be the maximum.
I went to the showroom with my husband. Ford Focus. real nice. The features really make us heart popping. Wow. It's so nice!
I like the interior design. The driver seat. The view is so nice.
The passenger is blocked by the drawer. have to move back the seat or else can't open the drawer.

I am so into Ford Focus!

Yesterday i went to parent's house. Mention about buying a new car to my dad. Telling him the car model and how many cc of the engine, last but not least the price. Yah, they start their talking. How expensive the car is. How much i would need to pay for downpayment and the loan every moth. I should save money for investment, for kids' studies.. A 70 - 80k japanese car would be enough. 2nd hand japanese car would be the best. bla bla bla..
OK, stop it.
I would not change a new car.
Ya, i'm a parent's girl.
So, no new car in my plan now.
Their words is always good for us.
=)

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

rude person

i don't usually get mad. hmm.. i always try to be nice to the patient. However i found out that my temper has became worse since i worked at klinik kesihatan. i can still remember the first few weeks that i've started to work at the busy + crowded klinik kesihatan mengkibol, i would always smiled and been so polite to the patients. As i've read one article saying that one smile of yours can make another people happy for the whole day. But i can truly know that why my colleague that have been work there longer than me had a not-so-good attitude compared to mine. The patients are just so many! sometimes have to deal with counseling, or variety of request. You just can't have the smile hanging on the face all the time. So tired.
I know that i'm now talk to patients with less smile, less patience. Still i try to be polite. Sometimes my colleague will inform me that my voices are too loud. Well, with loud voice then only the poor-hearing/poor-understanding patient can truly understand what i mean.
There was a case happened in this morning. A pakcik came to take the medicine with a prescription. He said he was late to collect the medicine, as the tca written by us was 1/8, but he came today (8/8). Actually The prescription is only for one-month supplied medicine. But we were lack of simvastatin 20mg, so we still owed him(actually the patient is his wife) simvastatin 20mg for another 2 weeks. tca for doctor is 14/8. so basically i just need to supplied him 6-day simvastatin 20mg. However, he said all other medicines already finished. well, then i asked him, did you take the medicine as instructed/labeled? He started getting angry. i must say, i spoke at a very well-manner, very soft and polite tone. i don't understand why he wan to get angry. Then he started to say, "nak bagi bagi, tak mau bagi tak pe." bla bla bla.. and sound that he wan to make complain. 
sometimes, i just can't understand why people wan to be so easily annoyed. i really talk in a very well manner. Even after he started raised his voice and showed his bad attitude, i still replied softly. 
"kita makan apa yang u kasih. you ingat kita ni bodoh ke? tak tau makan ubat? sebenarnya kena datang 1/8, tapi sudah lambat. ubat sudah habis. nak kasih kasih, tak mau tak pe."
all i asked is only "did u take the medicine as ordered? how did u take the medicine?"
and the tca written 1/8 is only for simvastatin 20mg. all other medicines already fully supplied.
i'm so pissed off, although still talking politely to him, trying to explain the reason i ask.

ignorant people. rude people. crazy people.

he is not the one who take the medication. His wife is. 
He may not fully understand what the medication is. 
still wan to scold us and act like we're the one who're wrong.

sot!!!

Thursday, July 26, 2012

我是一只小小鸟。

Saturday, July 7, 2012

抄来的

1. 人们有些时候需要忘记过去,
2。冷静思考解决方法,
3。放弃一些不应该拥有的东西或欲望,
4。勤劳的工作(要知道,这是一种快乐之一),
5。拥有梦想(这是不论什么时候都必需拥有),
6。拥有幽默的思想,
7。改变生活环境和日常接触的东西,
8。制造简单干净的生活环境,
9。一些简单程度的对生活素质讲究(比如有一个精美的喝茶具和喝茶桌),
10。回去以前一些快乐的地方游玩,结识新的朋友。
11。运动,练气,练力,深呼吸
12。尝试走不同的道
13。立即幻想(是的,你没有看错,请立刻幻想一些好的事情,比如你是孙悟空,你将来会越来越好,你能在天空飞,你将能xxx,等等等等)
以上的办法我相信应该能改善情况的。

from 8yearsblog.blogspot.com

Sunday, December 11, 2011

=)

很多事情并不是你想要怎样,就能怎样的。

比如说,
你今天想打篮球,偏偏老天下起大雨。
你肚子饿,可是在个冗长的会议。
你喜欢他,可是却不能喜欢他。
你想睡觉,可是得上班。

我们得学会等待,等待着时机。
等待着机会。
等待着一切的到来。

或者,我们学会忍耐。
然后好好珍惜
老天给的一切。

Thursday, August 11, 2011

六月的雨


一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你

一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟
你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里)

天亮以后

客栈前那一座桥 或许我们都到不了
没有理由在苦笑 只是煎熬
反复练习的拥抱 天亮以后就看不到
不能陪你到苍老 陪你到老
我不知道 还有谁能像我让你依靠
我只希望 你会牢记我的好

天亮以后 就再也牵不到你的手
天亮以后 我会慢慢离开你的梦
不敢说 再见就是无法说出口

天亮以后 留住你该用什么理由
天亮以后 留下的就只剩下寂寞
别难过 所有的痛都由我默默承受


我以为我做得到 抱着你到天荒地老
爱你我感到骄傲 什么都好
期待着你的拥抱 也许这机会太渺小
流着眼泪苦着笑 我怎么逃
空荡的梦 怎么写我们的从今以后
握紧着手 看不到再见的尽头

天亮以后 就再也牵不到你的手
天亮以后 我会慢慢离开你的梦
不敢说 再见就是无法说出口

天亮以后 留住你该用什么理由
天亮以后 留下的就只剩下寂寞
别难过 所有的痛都由我默默承受

转身之后

转身之后
和你相约在这里   
有些是想说明 我的决定
你却不愿意听
我知道你想要逃避   
不想问不想听 这段感情
已经快要暂停   
听我说 从今后   
我会一个人生活   
没有我 的时候   
你要一个人好好过
在我转身之后   
你却又抱著我   
在放手以后
不在拥有 彼此的温柔  
在我转身之后
你的泪不停流
虽然心很痛 却只能说
分开之后 我就要远走

靠近一点点

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

莫文蔚 - 忽然之间

忽然之间 天昏地暗
世界可能忽然什么都没有
我想起了你 再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候
怀念你 我明白 太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀 分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在 就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃 分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱
如果这天地 最终都会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆
没有你