Friday, June 15, 2018

Grateful to be with u

I believe that befriend with a whole person would make us a whole person too. We should never let ourselves fall into the sinking material side of world, while letting us become slack, stop learning and stop becoming a better person.

I guess I had been to such a state that, i stop moving forward, either because of the ignorance or the path chosen to be with partner. That should not be the way. We should grow up and keep moving forward together to a better us. However, I was not.

I m truly glad that, throughout this two years, there were always people sent to me to care about me, and show the kindness of the world, which in another way remind me that I should restart and reborn. To imburse myself with the knowledge and the maturity that I should have had.

I truly feel the greatness of HIM, or any form of the universe power, that I has never been given up by HIM, (or the power of universe).

I am always blessed with kind and loving people people. I am truly grateful for that.

I hope that I can always get the positive vibes and energy from the people surrounding me, where I don't need to entertain somebody who stop me from moving forward.

I m grateful to meet those who are always there for me, while giving me impact to be the better me. I hope that I got the determination to be with these people, and continue to strive for my best.

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Perth trip

Been to Perth in end May for a family trip. I always hope to maintain the same lifestyle if he would here. i guess i would always plan trips, be it local or overseas. i know if he is here, we can't afford overseas trip. who cares, as long as we are being together, anywhere is the same. Anyway, i've purchased the air tic for myself and the kids to the perth, during the airasia sales. Got it for 500 plus for adult tic, kids is 295 rm each. Considered the cheapest to get. 

Never know that the autumn in Perth is so cold. I've made the decision that i won't go to anyplace with temperature less than 15 degree celcius anymore (rules are to be broken). Anyway, it's too cold! i can't truly enjoy the trip, especially the first few days while it was raining. 

Just for the records of the trip
1st day: Perth airport, breakfast at airport, car rental @ Thrift, drove to the rented apartment but could not check in, Kings park (try to hang out longer but raining), back to apartment and lunch nearby, check in, took cat bus (free city bus) to city woolworths and shop for groceries. back to apartment, and went to woolworths again. dinner and sleep about 7.15pm.

2nd day: Drove all the way to busselton lighthouse then bunburry, then check in to sunflower farm at margaret river. shop groceries at woolworths and dinner at farmstay.

3rd day: quite an enjoyable day as started with the kids pony ride, farm animals feeding and tractor ride. Feel so excited first time seeing kangaroo. hang around at the farm and leave about 11am. Departed to margaret river chocolate company, then killers by winery, and back to perth. my god, the final rented airbnb the most comfortable. a lovely home. finally can have a good rest.

4th day: Lancelin sandunes then namburg national park (pinnacles dessert). Worth the long journey. the clear sky, the unique scenes plus you can take pretty photos! The favorite day and place of the trip.

5th day: Carvesham wildlife park which contains many local animals. kangaroo are still my favorite.

6th day: wander around the fremantle. Had the nice fish and chips. Again, pretty photos.

Of all points and places we experienced, the kindness of the people is the most memorable and warming one. The airbnb host, the custom officer and the taxi driver, gave me an impressive memories of Perth, which when i came back to own place, i keep saying "i truly like Perth".

Thanks for the wonderful trip.

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Bangkok last week

I've been to bangkok for a short trip with a friend.
Seriously i don't like bangkok. Maybe it's just coincidently this trip did not give me good experience. I don't mean that it is a bad place. I just don't feel good. I don't like the traffic jam. The traffic is really worst. Jam all the way, all the time. Spent so much time on the road.

The food is the best. Who doesn't like Thai food? Tom yam gong and pad thai are the must-ordered for every meal. The stomach was tortured with spicy and sour food every meal. But i really enjoy the food. For the Asian places i have been, the favorite food would be indonesian food (i guess i really like the spices and chili padi taste), next then would be thai food. Spicy and spice fragrance is really my choice of food.

Going out with friends for a few days is a chance to know someone better. Because you know, just you and i, we can only talk to each other. The moment is appreciated. More communication and interaction, mean we can know others more. Not only the personality, but their way of life. Last trip to South Korea we talked more about diet, friendship and healthy lifestyle. This trip to BKK more about shopping, make up and skin care.

And we took some great photos. Thanks to this friend who like to take photo!

Thursday, December 14, 2017








Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Reminder to myself - Top Five Regrets of the Dying

Bronnie Ware is an Australian nurse who spent several years working in palliative care, caring for patients in the last 12 weeks of their lives. She recorded their dying epiphanies in a blog called Inspiration and Chai, which gathered so much attention that she put her observations into a book called The Top Five Regrets of the Dying.

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

2. I wish I hadn't worked so hard.
3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

You might have read this before. This was just a reminder to ourselves.
Life is always a choice. You could have make yourself happier.
Throughout our childhood, while we learn everything about life, we were taught to be what society want us to be.
As we grow up, we should know, there is always a choice.

Be who are you.
Don't regret. 


Thursday, November 30, 2017






Thursday, November 23, 2017






Tuesday, November 21, 2017


seriously they should have increase the penalty percentage to 5%, maybe. Who knows how lousy are the performance of certain company who have won the tender. Once they got the tender, then we are bound to them. But what if they have very bad performance? Keep giving empty promise, while we the end user could do nothing and keep waiting for more information. It's like a shit. SHIT!!!

today I was so furious. FURIOUS, not anger, but extreme furious. I cancelled the previous purchase order which was bound with last contract, while the supplier could never answer me when would I get the stocks, for endless weeks. So I cancelled that order after knowing that the after winning company could have supplied me. It's last week. Then I called the later company about my order, and they said they got no stock. What the... #!$+=€¥$#%

I should have blacklisted this company. 

Blacklisting is not practical if they can always provide the cheapest price, even though it might be empty promise.


Many company perform very lousy, especially those win the tender. If u can't supply the stock, why would u go and tender and make us suffered!!

I would complain to atasan. Shit thing. They should have increased their penalty!

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Backstreet boys concert

First i got the message from my sis-in-law about they're coming to have one concert in Oct. Then when the official announcement stating that there is presale for their fan club. I must go for this concert, MUST. And i would go for the most expensive seat, who care how much it is. 😝 SGD 248 is just fine.
So since i want to go so much, to secure my ticket (nowadays the concert ticket would sold out in seconds!) so i browse through their website about how to become the fan club. USD20 for annual membership. Ok lah, not like extraordinary pricy. 

So there i go my BSB concert! Really glad that i went for their concert. Satisfied with my seat too. Although not the top front seat, it's vvip, and i guess not for sale because i can't choose that section while purchasing, and.. i really enjoy the show!

My favorite would be Brian. He sings well. And who cares about Nick Carter, whom seem to be the most popular among them. My favorite sequence : Brian > AJ > Kevin > Nick = Howie.
After that only i searched them in Instagram. So happy to follow them. Instagram is really a good thing to keep in "view" with the artist.

Here comes the photos! I only focus on Brian the whole night. One and a half hour is so short!! Can't get enough of them.

Tuesday, January 24, 2017