Saturday, July 30, 2016

心情回顾

有些事情你没办法很公开的写,因为那很做作。
我可能随手写在簿子,但更多时候写在电话里。
现在的人,随手不离电话。
不能在这里,不能在面子书,我写在微博。

2016.1.19
心很痛……

2016.1.23
受不了的悲伤

2016.2.21
最难过的是再也见不到他了……

2016.3.10
太想他了。很想他。怎么办。

2016.4.7
我在梦里面梦到他,梦里的我在忙着安排年老以后的事,他说,有我在啊,我会保护你的。我说,你不是不在了吗?他说,那只是我的替身,有我在,我会继续保护你的。我在梦里还很高兴的抱着他。 醒来了,这是一场梦。

2016.4.11
这是一种快要死掉的想念。

2016.6.11
梦到了他。我追着他说,你是我生命中的王而贤,你不能离开我。在梦里是有演戏吧。可是他没说什么,最后还是离开了。好久没见到他了……

2016.6.12
人活着,就是等死的那一天的到来。在那天到来以前,我们只能很努力的活着。

2016.7.16
没有谁是没有了谁就活不下去,可是我只想跟你一直在一起。

2016.7.19
我想要一个家,一个有你的家。

2016.7.24
如果可以选择,我想跟他一起去。我是这样想的。可是我不能。

2016.7.27
只有他,不嫌我,对我不离不弃,不管怎样的我都爱着我,疼着我…这样一个他,没有了。

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Make no choice

Our life would never be the same again.
Mine, both daughter's.
You can't say it has became worse. Because i would try my best to make it good.
But it will definitely be different from what it should be.

A life with father, and one without father.

Nobody would ever want it. But we could make no choice.
Life and death are always not on our hand.

Sometimes i am good, sometimes i am not.
It's something that we lost.
It's something that we missed.
It's something that would forever on my mind.

Life still carry on.
We could make no choice.
 

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

不会有了

他们说生死由命,注定的。

原本好好的一个人,原本事事都有他的陪伴,忽然间什么都不一样了。

我很冷静,却也很难过。

在平日生活中,什么都跟他有关。连我在路上驾车,都想到之前是有他的。

什么事情我都告诉他。他是我的知己,懂我的人。在他面前我小气,我说别人坏话,我叨念个不停,从来都不介意做自己。

跟他吃饭,我可以专心吃饭,从来不要管小孩。而且,一向来只有我吃比他多,因为他总把好吃的留给我。

出门在外,我走我的路,他看他的孩子。

我不是不坚强,我只是想念他。

那么好的一个人,不会再有了。

Saturday, January 9, 2016

近期投资心得

其实有两次可以赚20%的机会,可是我就是喜欢玩“长期”,所以持着不放,现在各亏损约9%。
我想识时务者为俊杰,人总是要随机应变。死死守着也不是办法。不过我现在没想过现在要卖掉,可能等到亏更多?

前阵子买了个电器股。
我好像每次都是错在越买越贵。总有一句话要提醒自己,买的时候就决定赚还是亏。如果真的是这样,为什么我总要分几次进场?然后平均价越来越高。我自己都不明白我自己。所以这次就进一次罢了,输赢就这样定了。
这次也算幸运,两星期有少少15%。

何时能给我再遇到一个美女?
如果查看图表,她的图表是美到不像话。业绩也是常青。
 这一年来又因为美元涨的关系而获益,不然可能也没那么快爆发吧?

今年大家关注什么股?
资汇在专题里说,科技是可以的。
你觉得呢?

我略看了大家的投资回酬,都有好几十巴仙。
我觉得大家都好厉害噢。
我也想那么厉害。哈哈。

还有一点就是,会赚,也要会守。
花掉也就没有了,对吧?

Friday, January 1, 2016

2015投资总结

开始懒惰做很仔细的记录。
现在只靠Jstock & Excel return of invest.

看了一下。今年美女扛起一片天。要是没有它,我到了这第三年,还真不知道我到底是为了什么还在股市里混。
以前从来不算return of investment,所以不知以各年计算到底增长多少。
今年总算知道这样算了,所以今年总计赚了57%。这全是美女的功劳,掌声鼓励鼓励。

今年股息所得794令吉,比去年增长了61%。
很少啊,明年还要再接再厉。

其实,储蓄真的很重要。花掉了,怎么有资金投进股市。
所以,大家再接再厉。

2016,是怎样的年,不知道。
不过,不努力,就没有成果!

Friday, December 25, 2015

Melaka trip last weekend

I planned to go Singapore for her school holiday. My first choice is to woodlands regional library and orchard for christmas decoration. But who knows Singapore tighten their custom security. The traffic jam is scary. sigh. So in the end we are not going.

We went to Melaka then. Oh my god, the cars at Melaka is so many! I avoided the Saturday which i think should be the peak. Who knows Sunday is as peak as any day?! The car could hardly move towards the city center. Oh no... We left butterfly farm before 1pm, reached city center only at 2.30pm! Luckily the queue at the chicken rice shop is not so long at the after-peak hour. Finally we had our lunch at 3pm ++. Then we reach the hotel at 5.30pm! Shit to the traffic..

At night we went to Pak Putra for the famous naan and tandoori chicken. Oh no.. it's another wait. we had the dinner about 8.45pm.
You see, it's never-ending waiting. I seriously don't like!

The second day we had breakfast at 9am, then lunch at 2pm. We went to our favourite Nyonya restaurant, Nancy's kitchen. This is always our must-go when we go Melaka. But after this trip i think everything changed. First, i don't like crowds, i don't like jams, i don't like waiting. Second, their standard drop. Seriously, it is not as delicious and unforgetable as the first few trip we were there. Next time i would rather tried other nyonya restaurant. The telur cincaluk is so salty! can't stand it.

Anyway.. at least i learn something from this melaka trip. I should avoid Melaka for the future school holiday.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

出口股大赚

美女又赚钱了。
我又是笑口常开了。
哈哈哈。

明天又会开高走高吗?
然后提早给的股息,一月就能拿到。
过后还会给吗?

嘻嘻嘻。 

就别让我分析了。这种就让道行高的江湖人士来开口。
会赚钱的,就是好公司!

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

网购

双十一新加坡一家咖啡店卖南洋咖啡卖了新币一百万!

哇…那么厉害。
还是说网购的魅力让大家都能赚大钱?
我想是中国人的购买能力无人能敌。

我也喜欢网购,不过今年以来也没什么买。
网上买的,很难确定品质,只能买一点不计较品质的小东西。

去年淘宝的时候还可以一兑一点八。现在只有一点五,也不会多便宜了。

不过我最近还是买了手机套。本地还真的很难找到漂亮的。
买了三个手机套,一个Ipad mini保护套,加上邮费,差不多一百块。我是觉得可以的,因为我买的是翻盖式保护套,原本都不便宜。

货品还没到,希望拜五前到吧,那已经差不多八天了。


Friday, December 4, 2015

小孩学术很重要?

有一个朋友成天在她的面子书上post她的儿子拿了什么什么奖,什么第几名,然后考什么拿多少分。从幼稚园开始就这样,所以这是第三年了。
一开始没什么。因为身为家长的我们,一向来都是很自豪于孩子的表现,都会想跟别人分享。
可是如果钢琴考试拿了多少分,考卷还要拍照放上网,这就有点太过了吧。

小时了了,大未必佳。所以现在风光一时,她能确保他能一直顶尖下去。即使能,她这样做又会增添多少压力给他?

还有一句话,空的罐子最吵。我们知道越多东西,越知道自己的渺小。所以,真的没什么东西要大肆宣扬的。

我不寄望孩子学术有多厉害。我小时候就考了很多第一名,成绩也很好。那又怎样?
成绩不好,还不是一样出社会?还不是一样赚很多钱?
所以真的没什么了不起的。

我拿的奖够多咯。
所以我孩子不用很厉害。健健康康,平平安安,快快乐乐就好。
还有最重要的是态度,受挫能力,学习能力。

Monday, November 30, 2015

Need touch up some more?

The girl who did my eyebrow embroidery texted me and asked whether i need a touch up.

I never think the other touch up is needed in maybe two years time. So i was quite surprised when she texted me. Anyway, maybe this is the so-called "after-sale service" and she did show her concern on her service. 

I do like dark eyebrow, like those after make-up. Eyebrow did change a lot on your look, your spirit and your confidence. Anyway, i can always do some make-up, touch up a bit using eyebrow pen. So maybe not so soon to do a embroidery touch up. It's painful you know.

So this is the before and after. Do you think i need a touch up? The color in after-look is fade but more natural, while the other one is darker. 

Before


After