Our life would never be the same again. Mine, both daughter's. You can't say it has became worse. Because i would try my best to make it good. But it will definitely be different from what it should be. A life with father, and one without father. Nobody would ever want it. But we could make no choice. Life and death are always not on our hand. Sometimes i am good, sometimes i am not. It's something that we lost. It's something that we missed. It's something that would forever on my mind.