redness on the lap

忽然间很怕死。
如果有一天我忽然死掉，我会不会在天上看着我挚爱的家人继续活着?
然后微笑着他们接下来的幸福。

不知被什么东西在大腿那扎了一下。
被扎的时候很痛。感觉被插到很深。
像被打针一样。
可是去厕所一看大腿，有一个红点。
可是回去座位一看，找不到元凶是什么。

昨晚开始痒，然后红了一大片。
今天更痒，更红，而且很“热”。
有学过，这是"inflammation".
But what course the inflammation?
bacterial infection?

you know, hospital is full of viruses and bacterials.
what bacterial this time?
so scared.
gonna see doctor tomorrow lah.
better take some antibiotic and then the redness will gone soon.

oh ya, there is a small pus at the spot kena cucuk.
sure got bacterial there. or else why got pus?

see, now i so scared of dying.

(a very weird post with chinese first half, english 2nd half)