Bangkok last week

I've been to bangkok for a short trip with a friend.

Seriously i don't like bangkok. Maybe it's just coincidently this trip did not give me good experience. I don't mean that it is a bad place. I just don't feel good. I don't like the traffic jam. The traffic is really worst. Jam all the way, all the time. Spent so much time on the road.

The food is the best. Who doesn't like Thai food? Tom yam gong and pad thai are the must-ordered for every meal. The stomach was tortured with spicy and sour food every meal. But i really enjoy the food. For the Asian places i have been, the favorite food would be indonesian food (i guess i really like the spices and chili padi taste), next then would be thai food. Spicy and spice fragrance is really my choice of food.

Going out with friends for a few days is a chance to know someone better. Because you know, just you and i, we can only talk to each other. The moment is appreciated. More communication and interaction, mean we can know others more. Not only the personality, but their way of life. Last trip to South Korea we talked more about diet, friendship and healthy lifestyle. This trip to BKK more about shopping, make up and skin care.

And we took some great photos. Thanks to this friend who like to take photo!

Reminder to myself - Top Five Regrets of the Dying

Bronnie Ware is an Australian nurse who spent several years working in palliative care, caring for patients in the last 12 weeks of their lives. She recorded their dying epiphanies in a blog called Inspiration and Chai, which gathered so much attention that she put her observations into a book called The Top Five Regrets of the Dying.

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
2. I wish I hadn't worked so hard.
3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

You might have read this before. This was just a reminder to ourselves.

Life is always a choice. You could have make yourself happier.

Throughout our childhood, while we learn everything about life, we were taught to be what society want us to be.

As we grow up, we should know, there is always a choice.

Be who are you.

Don't regret. 

     

随写

昨天听电台听了关于生酮饮食的访谈。说了很多。总结就是，根据个人的体质，目标，制定属于自己的饮食，外加上运动，才是健康的。我只记得其中一个点，就是我们要训练身体燃烧脂肪，有所谓的方法，来宾说到两个例子，就是出家人过午不食，再来就是六点过后就不进食。六点过后不进食，这个点比较容易明白，时时提醒自己就是。

再来就是，常常跟同事说起自己的花钱习惯。同事说了一番话当头棒喝。就是要省钱也是自己决定的，花钱也是自己要的，省了花了就要接受它，不要花了又来问自己问什么花那么多。
说的是，那花得太没意思了。

忽然想起去年迷茫的时候看过一本书，45岁退休，你准备好了吗。
说的不只是理财，说的更多是生活。若你真的退休了，你打算怎么过你的生活。
即使现在天天上班，下了班，若没有做运动，不用陪小孩，我到底该做什么？有什么兴趣且是自己完全投入又满心喜欢的？
人生过得庸庸碌碌。要怎么做自己，过生活？
值得好好想想。

最近的股市红彤彤。原本只是回吐赚幅，月头新买进一支，结果才月尾就没眼看，卖了。创下目前亏损最高的一支。~。~

我妹妹

妹妹在班上挺受欢迎的。我不会说是小朋友之间的爱戴，他们根本就还很小，他们只是谁对我好我就喜欢谁，跟谁在一起我很舒服，我就喜欢跟他在一起。

今天她跟我说她朋友之间的故事。话说有个朋友A非常喜欢她，所以常常都要和她一起，牵手啊，一起玩什么的。另外还有个朋友B，应该是我妹妹的麻吉，据说他们在班上非常爱说话。爱说话，应该是很合得来吧。故事发生的那天，A牵着我妹的手，B就来想要用打的方式分开他们的手。这时我妹对我说，我还有另外一只手啊，为什么要拉开我们的手。😂
A就开口说，不要打wanyu的手。
A真的很爱我妹妹。呵呵。
据说那次我妹的手就被另一个女同学牵掉了。而且A的其中一个三胞胎弟弟要来牵手，我妹跟我说，那时她没手了，结果弟弟只好去牵别人的手。

另一天班上一个女同学可能摸我妹妹的头发吧。A就说，不要摸wanyu的头发。😂

小孩的单纯世界，太可爱了，哈哈哈。

Penalty

seriously they should have increase the penalty percentage to 5%, maybe. Who knows how lousy are the performance of certain company who have won the tender. Once they got the tender, then we are bound to them. But what if they have very bad performance? Keep giving empty promise, while we the end user could do nothing and keep waiting for more information. It's like a shit. SHIT!!!

today I was so furious. FURIOUS, not anger, but extreme furious. I cancelled the previous purchase order which was bound with last contract, while the supplier could never answer me when would I get the stocks, for endless weeks. So I cancelled that order after knowing that the after winning company could have supplied me. It's last week. Then I called the later company about my order, and they said they got no stock. What the... #!$+=€¥$#%
Speechless.

I should have blacklisted this company. 

Blacklisting is not practical if they can always provide the cheapest price, even though it might be empty promise.

SHIT!!!

Many company perform very lousy, especially those win the tender. If u can't supply the stock, why would u go and tender and make us suffered!!

I would complain to atasan. Shit thing. They should have increased their penalty!

Backstreet boys concert

First i got the message from my sis-in-law about they're coming to have one concert in Oct. Then when the official announcement stating that there is presale for their fan club. I must go for this concert, MUST. And i would go for the most expensive seat, who care how much it is. 😝 SGD 248 is just fine.
So since i want to go so much, to secure my ticket (nowadays the concert ticket would sold out in seconds!) so i browse through their website about how to become the fan club. USD20 for annual membership. Ok lah, not like extraordinary pricy. 

So there i go my BSB concert! Really glad that i went for their concert. Satisfied with my seat too. Although not the top front seat, it's vvip, and i guess not for sale because i can't choose that section while purchasing, and.. i really enjoy the show!

My favorite would be Brian. He sings well. And who cares about Nick Carter, whom seem to be the most popular among them. My favorite sequence : Brian > AJ > Kevin > Nick = Howie.
After that only i searched them in Instagram. So happy to follow them. Instagram is really a good thing to keep in "view" with the artist.

Here comes the photos! I only focus on Brian the whole night. One and a half hour is so short!! Can't get enough of them.

浑浑噩噩过了一年

2016，终于过了。我只能说我过得浑噩

2017会好吗？

我想也是半斤八两。

一月十一号早早跟老板讲我会拿假，可是又迟迟没有拿假。我是想，搞不好我没事，来上班也好呢？

去年的假期被我拿到只剩两天。我想我真的很厉害请假。管他的，假期就是拿来用的。

最近朋友的母亲过世了。我因为pantang的关系没过去，稍稍遗憾

我常常遇见安娣的，她常在购物商场做兼职，说是打发时间，也在我上班的诊所复诊，都会遇到她的。她也很健谈，很友善。还记得年轻的时候大家总在新年到各自的家拜年，都常接触的。

这种生离死别，会把你带回一种意境，一种回想。不怎么开心却又深刻的心事。

这种深刻，我希望能一直深刻下去。我希望我七十岁了，我都不会淡忘那些所有的事。

过了一年了，才过了一年啊。

一月十一号

从此，一月十一号是我必拿假期的一天，直到不再流泪。
除了自己的生日，他的生日，再加上这一天。

人说，25天假期挺多的。
这个是让很多人留在部门的理由。
很多值得休息的日子。需要缅怀的人，这样的心情。