just read a blog post by one friend.
he is a houseman-doctor, who is doing housemanship at malacca hospital.
to be a doctor, you first must be a houseman-doctor first. then only you'll be medical officer.

i know it long time ago, that to be a doctor is not an easy job. working like hell.
luckily that i did not take medic for my degree.
but the social status is their repay loh.

what i want to say is.. being a houseman, you have to do all stuff.
on-call. being scold. being stupid.
because we are lack of experience, and practical knowledge.

although i'm not a houseman doctor, what i doing now is a bit similar.
being a 'cai niao', being somebody who got no experience, what you can do is try to learn as much as possible, try to do as much as possible, try to be fast as possible.
but.. we are so new. i don't wan to make this an excuse.
but everybody had been "new" before. please don't be too harsh to us, the new ones.
i don't think you are fast enough when you're new.

sometimes, ppl just get arrogant when they're the seniors.
being friendly gains u more respect.

who cares to be friend with those are arrogant and chuan?!

don't want!

i'm weak.
a flower being showered with love and warm since young.
sometimes just feel that i can't face those "challenge".
i think i can do it with the superior who is nice and friendly.
but not with those who are arrogant and sarcastic.

luckily i'm now at somewhere with all nice ppl.
god bless me for the future months..

plus, reading one of his blog post, seeing him putting up a photo of his hand holding her hand.
so touch..
miss him so much.
miss my families.

怎么能上网？

我偷偷用别人的无线网上网。
嘘，小小声，不要跟别人讲~

他没换密码。密码跟我家的一样！

posted to hsa

finally i started working last monday!
finally i can earn money!
finally my holiday ends!

i am posted to Hospital Sultanah Aminah. The biggest hospital in Johor. The hospital that i thought that would be very scary for Provisionally Registered Pharmacist (PRP), as what i've heard from seniors. I thought i'll be busy like hell.

Anyway, one week passed by, to be accurate, five days, i'm quite happy to be there. It is not that busy as i've thought. Still can cope with it. Or maybe it's because that i'm not attached to the busiest department yet. I'm attached to In-patient pharmacy for the first 4 weeks. It's a department that supply drug to the wards. The busiest department would be Out-patient pharmacy, which supply drug to the public who come to take the drugs with the prescription from the clinics (the one in the hospitals).

My tummy is bigger and bigger.

It's a good news anyway. Never thought to hide from anyone. Just want to stay "low-profile".

I know there are people out there who care for me. They really care for me. I do appreciate it. Thank you very much..

I'll take care of myself. Don't worry.

近况

从上一篇到这篇这期间，实在没什么好写的。

这几天都在家。
“新家”
整理房间啦，整理礼物。

拜托大家，我没有去蜜月旅行。
不要再问了。
呵呵。
一开始觉得很不开心。我要去玩嘛。
算了，等以后存到钱才去。

不过过两天我要去吉隆坡。
他问我：去做莫？
讨论到来，好像没事做。
知道的啦，逛街没钱，又没东西要买，很累的，又无聊。
我是有事要做啦，我要去剪头发！
你们告诉我，居銮有那里剪头发好看的？
问了十个，没有一个讲得出。
这次有机会回吉隆坡，我要去我每次去的那间剪。
还有。。居銮。。没有泰国餐的啊？
哎呀，我们genting klang那间泰国餐好好吃。
几想念。
很辣，又辣到爽。
炒饭炒粉又好吃。。

还有，就是回去找一些朋友。
没有来喝我喜酒的好朋友。
希望能见到啦。

几时开工啊？
五个月的假期，有够无聊。
奉劝学弟学妹，如果要过得充实，还是做两个月假期工，其他的拿来玩和休息。
不然，显死掉。
每天就上网玩facebook.
每隔几分钟按refresh,看别人update消息。
然后自己就是在那边烦，几时才要开工哦。。

对于开工，我没有很紧张。
不就等信咯。
现在的人很advanced.
有电话号码，所以一直打电话去烦。
不过En. Othman人很好。
我打过几次，他都好好讲话。

我没有急着开工。。
我只是要寄结婚证书。。
我只是要算还可以蜜月几久。

去了吉隆坡，希望还可以去金马伦。
谁要一起去？
不然很像很无聊。。

徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱


又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱