闲暇无聊之打发时间

最近闲暇无事就打打麻将，上网看看戏，读读书本。

刚过新年，麻将热还没散去。既然只能躺在床上，那就上网打麻将吧。不过我的技术很差的，总是在亏钱。既然是虚拟的，亏钱也就算了，反正就是在打发时间。

早上要打麻将的时候适逢每周维修时间。没得打，那就找戏看。个人还是喜欢看欧美剧和港剧。欧美剧在电脑，不方便看。最爱就是Grey's Anatomy.医务人员的故事，超好看的。中国的戏剧又太长了，不喜欢。不过当年的《步步惊心》拍得实在太好了，大爱。台湾剧，不怎么会欣赏。只是偶尔看内容不错的，好像几年前的《犀利人妻》和《我不可能爱上你》。而最近爆红的韩剧，什么星星的，怎么那么红啊。不喜欢韩剧。也不打算中毒。港剧最好看了。不过也是要看卡仕的，大牌演的会比较好看。不想看沉重的戏，最新那部杨怡演的《守业者》是说什么阴谋什么谋杀的，oh, I don't like.这部《新抱喜相逢》就好看啦。是配合新年的喜剧。本人是很喜欢汤盈盈的，她演的喜剧不错看。

最近都在看这本书。

空...

佛...

智慧彼岸...

我还在了解当中。

Ipad

从来不知道ipad那么好用。
为了怕坐月时会闷，买了一堆书本打算看。结果一开始就读的《东方圣经》讲的佛经需要时间理解，慢慢读，还没看到一半咧。又太沉闷了，所以不很努力读。

坐月时他们都说要多躺。上一次坐月时玩电脑还被念了几句。好吧，这次就全程躺在床上。这年头有了平板电脑，什么都方便。
这几天就是一早开收音机来听。会听新加坡电台symphony 92.4,好听咧。偶尔换去972。（MeRadio这个apps蛮好用的）然后再用malaysiaradio听one fm或aifm，一整个早晨就好有活力咧。从来没有那么闲可以整天听电台，哈。还有一个apps.TuneIn radio,可以听世界各地的电台。

话说我用的是mini,打字很方便，就像是大版的手机。这阵子都用这个来写部落格，很方便呀。

然后偶尔读读别人的部落格，上网看看戏，然后打麻将，看股票。hlebroking 有个apps可以让你交易股票的。是不是什么事都可以用ipad解决了。

说真，一个ipad让我连看书的时间都没有了，哈哈。

生产后要完成之事项

怀孕期间很多事不能做，譬如说搬东西，抱小孩。我好久没抱我大女儿了。她四岁了，差不多16公斤。四岁小孩也很少需要你抱，或者说她吵抱时，我有借口不抱她。妈咪肚子里有baby,不能抱你噢，自己走好吗？其实也还蛮想念的。

全身按摩及足部按摩

怀孕期间不懂做么有时觉得全身不舒服，或是脚特别累。可是不敢随便找人按摩。怀孕时好像不能按摩的。没人敢承担这个风险。孕妇总是独特的群体，需要特别照料。是这样吗？这几个月来特别想按摩呀。镇上有个做指压按摩的，想到就觉得好舒服。生完孩子有些人也会找马来妈纪帮忙按，据说她们会按的会帮忙去风，血液循环，还有帮忙推子宫上回原位。生了孩子，子宫下垂，而且需要时间收缩回原本的大小。上次怀孕我也有让妈纪按，不过，她们会用油来按，坐月期间又不能洗头，很不舒服呀。

染发及烫发

想换个发型，不过头发也还不够长，需要多半年才能做改变。上一次染发，嗯，查了一下，才一年的时间。做么我觉得好像很久了。哈哈。可能会去做个头发护理还是什么的。（怎么感觉就是要找地方花钱？）

擦指甲油/美甲

我还蛮喜欢涂上颜色的。自从怀孕了，次数减少，到没弄。都是自己在家上色。会找一天去店家弄，为什么？做么又要花钱？哎，看预算吧！

腋下除毛

去年年头就牵了个配套，结果才去三到四次就不能去了。怀孕了是不能做脉冲光的。怀孕很多事都不能做的啦。没人愿意拿另一条命开玩笑，也担不起这责任。所以坐完月就要想想几时能上美容院了。话说，这美容院离家有一小时十五分的距离咧，有够远。

上美容院洗脸

老公的脸不懂做么很残。他是不上美容院的。我觉得是怕痛咯。我很相信我的脸的状况，两年才给他做一次facial，哈哈。到现在我还没觉得需要去，不过老公是时候去了。上一次在美容院洗脸是一年半前的事，也是可以去了啦。

我觉得这不关孕期禁忌的事，摆明是我找借口给自己花钱弄美美。哈哈哈。

生小孩记

话说我的预产期是2月10号。从1月尾开始我就听医生说小孩准备出来了，已经在位置上了。那时还深怕自己要在新年期间做月。新年的时候天天都在想会不会过的完年吃完大餐才坐月。显然我是多虑了。小宝宝都没想要出来。复工了，同事天天看到我就问：“还没生啊？”她在里面一定是太舒服了。
复诊的时候医生说只能等到预产期的五到七天，最迟第七天就要催生了。
我问，为什么不能等下去？心想，宝宝心水的日子还没到，所以她还在等嘛。
医生说，过了预产期会有很多风险。如小孩在里面大便。过了预产期子宫和羊水都会有变化，羊水会变少，宝宝一受压力就会大便，吸入就会肺部感染。
那我问，可能你给的预产期不准啊，根本就不是那么早的吧？
她笑说，你的预产期是照了ultrasound给的吧？那是准确的。
噢，好吧。那我就继续等到17号才来催生吧。

催生前一天在政府诊所照了超音波。医生说羊水少了，指数只有6。如果在政府医院就叫你入院催生了。不过她知道我在外面看私人专科，就叫我过去给他看，寻求意见。忽然之间慌了起来，为啥我不早点催生，反正她都可以出来了。现在羊水少了，会不会有问题。我又不想去政府生。
还好医生最后是说没问题，就照原定计划17号去催生。

催生当天早上8点到妇产科，那天真是好日子，因为医生整个早上接生了好几个宝宝，迟至10点他帮我放药。他说才开了1cm,多数是要第二天早上才生了。放的药是什么呢？就两粒药丸，塞进我们的阴道。那是荷尔蒙，要生产的时候身体会分泌出来让阴道做好准备。
在那躺了一小时后就可以回家或者出外走走，这样可以帮助快点开。

到了在中午十二点时已经感觉肚子隐隐作痛，下午三点回去，护士要帮忙量宝宝心跳。那时的阵痛其实都已经蛮痛，就像来月经的痛，只能躺在床上那种，差别在于这是一阵一阵的。
问护士几时她会帮我测阴道口开了多少，她说晚上七点吧。还说催生多数要到第二天的。再问，生的时候会给止痛药吗？只有在生的时候才会打一针。好吧，那我就回房休息。也交待老公傍晚才帮我打包晚餐过来。

躺着躺着，怎么越来越痛。痛到一个程度，已经要叫出来，心想可不可以不要生了，好痛啊！如果要这样痛到第二天，我真的做不到啊！忍了很久，出去问护士，有没有办法止痛，实在忍不住了。护士神情一变，难道是要生了？快，我帮你测开了多少。
直接就扶我进产房，一量，8cm!要生了！oh my god,怪不得我那么痛！我老公不在啊，我还跟家里人说第二天才来看我。真是的。“能不能联络我老公叫他现在来？”“老公，你快来，我要生了，8cm了！”

一直喊痛，也顾不得形象了，真的好痛。问护士，有没有办法止痛。护士看了我一眼，“要生了”。我想她的意思是不用止痛了，生了就结束了。
哦...好痛...

整个过程没到15分钟，孩子出来了。呼，没痛了。呼...
医生帮忙清理了，缝针了。收到干干净净了，老公才姗姗来迟。哦，这次没让他见证我的痛，太可惜了。

孩子出来了。不痛了。真好。
一个新生命的旅程又将开始...

吹头发

你确定你知道怎么吹头发吗？
我以为就是把头发吹干。也不需要干，稍微把水滴吹掉，头发不会滴水，感觉比较轻就行了。从来也没有吹到全干，谁有那个时间在那慢慢吹？
平常就是吹个五分干，然后边吹边拨头发就是了。

看了这个视频，我知道我错了。
今天听了吴依玲老师的话， 先把头皮吹干，而且只是稍微拨开头皮上的头发，然后用手指顺着头发梳下，吹风筒也顺着手势吹下。这样头发就不会毛躁。
老师也说，头发至少要吹到八分干。湿头发是最脆弱的。

请点击以下观赏原影
女人我最大 美女们都不说的浴室秘密


今天试了才知道。 虽然我没有吹到八分干，嗯，真没那个耐性。
头发这样吹，真的不会毛躁。而且很有弹性，很像有做过护理，而且很整齐！
以前都乱吹一番，以为目的是要吹干头发，而且我头发很扁，能吹到蓬一点我也甘愿。
今天的头发质感很好。真的差很远!

今年情人节

原本不觉得情人节算什么，反正我也只是一个待产的妇人。医生说，这几天不会出来了。惊觉，我好像还是要过情人节。
同事都说，2月14日生产最好了，情人节，好日子。今年又碰到元宵节。哪一天对我来说都一样，她选好日子出来就对了。我也没有要过情人节。原本都打算2月是在坐月的。

结果，昨天在想，要怎么过情人节。去年我们去了西餐厅。其实去吃西餐是我们常做的。情人节有没有去也一样。最主要是要怎么让他感受到我的爱。我真心希望他知道我是爱他的，我会永远陪着他。
男生应该对花没什么兴趣。情人节还跑去买花，不就是准备被坑？何必。平常又开心幸福就好了，不用在情人节特别花什么钱。
想了想，还是准备一餐给他吧！
西餐还是比较容易。准备过几次中餐给他，味道都有问题。好灰心。他煮的比我煮的还好吃呢。

花了一些心思在市场买了材料。

三文鱼+沙拉+烤马铃薯+蘑菇汤。
味道还可以。
希望他感受到我的心意。

我肯定也知道他的心意。因为他真的很疼我。

放工回来冲好凉，告诉我，生了孩子坐完月后，他会带我去吉隆坡逛街，也会给我一笔钱花。我没拒绝，我知道他要对我好。
知道他的心意就够了，不需要真的花那笔钱。
我会假假忘记的。

老公，我爱你！

PTARAS

我就知道！
昨天业绩出炉，表现不错。
在1月24号以RM2.71买进900股 ，过后股价曾经在新年开市时低至RM2.64.是没在怕过。买的时候就是要相信他，然后观察它的新闻。当然也是要在它业绩公布之前做出买进或卖出的决定。买进了，就等着业绩出炉，因为如果收益好，你知道的，大家就会一窝蜂的买，那时股价就上升了。

SUMMARY OF KEY FINANCIAL INFORMATION
31/12/2013

		INDIVIDUAL PERIOD		CUMULATIVE PERIOD
		CURRENT YEAR QUARTER	PRECEDING YEAR CORRESPONDING QUARTER	CURRENT YEAR TO DATE	PRECEDING YEAR CORRESPONDING PERIOD
		31/12/2013	31/12/2012	31/12/2013	31/12/2012
		$$'000	$$'000	$$'000	$$'000
1	Revenue	47,892	36,019	91,272	79,705
2	Profit/(loss) before tax	17,895	10,626	32,025	29,492
3	Profit/(loss) for the period	13,727	8,040	24,271	22,531
4	Profit/(loss) attributable to ordinary equity holders of the parent	13,727	8,040	24,271	22,531
5	Basic earnings/(loss) per share (Subunit)	8.60	5.00	15.20	14.00
6	Proposed/Declared dividend per share (Subunit)	0.00	0.00	0.00	0.00
		AS AT END OF CURRENT QUARTER		AS AT PRECEDING FINANCIAL YEAR END
7	Net assets per share attributable to ordinary equity holders of the parent ($$)	1.7800		3.3900

所以在业绩公布之前，我们只能相信它。
看吧，开市才一个小时，已经从昨天的RM2.85升至RM2.95。
还好，我买在蛮低价的。

没办法买多，散户+小户是这样的。我们只能一点一点地累计财富。
慢慢来，才能越滚越多。

Loving Husband

Beautiful scenery by the esplanade theatre taken by him.

This is the proof how he showed his love to me. Very touch of this.
That was the night i went to watch a ballet performance at Singapore Esplanade Theatre. After a 2-hour drive to singapore and the lovely dinner, we went to esplanade for the show. He did not go into the hall with me as he was not interested in ballet. I watched it with my friend. He merely send me there. All he did is to wait outside the hall for 2 and a 1/2 hour and appreciate this scenery by the esplanade bay. He waited me outside the hall when the show ended and then we went home. Another two-hour drive and we reached home about 1am. 

Never forget how he treat me. He showered me all his love, all he could do to make me happy.

Sometimes, guys are dull enough. Females are always emotional and unreasonable. We thought that he should understand all my feelings and tolerate me. I never appreciate what he have done to me. 

I should always know that, he loves me by heart. His whole heart.

Scabies

Few weeks ago my husband got the small red spot and itchiness over his body. I thought it's some kind of allergy and asked him not to worry so much. I was wrong! He went to see doctor one week after that and doctor told him that he got scabies. Scabies is a kind of parasitic skin infection. Oh no, i hate parasite! They suck our blood, stay in our body and make us miserable. The itchiness is unbearable and become worse at night. He was then prescribed by the skin specialist some bottles of white lotion.

(http://www.cdc.gov/parasites/scabies/index.html)

Scabies are easily transmitted through close contact of body skin. I do not understand how he got transmitted. And now i am the one who sleep beside him, i am in the great risk of getting this parasite too! Oh no... I am quite worried of this since i am now going to deliver anytime. The symptom may not appear up to two months. What if the parasite is on my body and i transmit to my newborn? 

Search through the internet, the person staying together should get the treatment at the same time. So i went to see the doctor for consultation. Which medication should i use now? Obviously he prescribed to my husband the third line anti-scabies medication, which is called lindane. 3rd line? i don't understand why. There is other better and more effective medication. In the end he prescribed me Crotamiton cream. Well, i bought myself Permethrin (a-scabs) and asked him whether it's safe to apply for pregnant woman. 

His itchiness remained 2 weeks after the first application of lindane. In between he shift to permethrin twice (one week apart) as directed. He can't bear the itchiness and went to see the doctor the second time. The doctor asked him to apply lindane everyday until the itchiness resolved. Hmm.. some doctors have their own practice which never comply to guideline. We pharmacist the one always remind them about the guideline and never be so flexible with the so-called practice. According to the reference, lindane should not be repeated in less than a week! Lindane is only used when the alternatives not available or not effective. Why should the doctor ask my husband to apply this lotion everyday? This lotion has more side effects too. I don't think it's appropriate. And should i label this doctor as "mongolian doctor"? I've forbidden my husband to see this skin specialist in the future. Guideline is always the guideline. If you don't follow the guideline and the refernece, why should it exist?

Always look for reliable website for the information you need. For this infection, you can refer CDC. 

According to the National Antibiotic Guidelines 2008, the preferred treatment for scabies is Benzyl Benzoate emulsion 25% (EBB) applied for 2 days continuously. Alternatives are Lindane and Permethrin 5% cream. For pregnant woman, sulphur 6% in calamine lotion, crotamiton cream and permehtrin 5% can be applied. In government clinic. EBB and lindane are available.

Maybankard 2 Gold Card

 This is the credit card i own now. Have been searching information about which credit card should i own. There is a very good website where the author did the research and discussion with almost every card in the market. Generations X Y Z give you many information on which credit card is more suitable for you. I got the idea there too. Free advertisement for this blog. hehe.

When MBB first launched this credit card, the marketing scheme is to send their customer directly the card. At least some people around me get this card without applying it. But not for me, i applied it at the counter myself. Personally this is very suitable for me. 5X treatpoints for every ringgit spent using AMEX. Additional 5% cashback if the AMEX is used during weekends. Average RM20 cashback for me each month. This is considered as a bonus for me. Better than nothing.

To use this card, everytime i am about to pay anything, i will ask whether they accept AMEX. Nowadays many place accept this card. Too bad popular still not yet accept this card. Previously i used to pump petrol at Petronas. By the time i got this credit card, they still not accept AMEX. so i shift to SHELL and only pump petrol during weekends. LOL.

Person with minimum annual income of RM30,000 is eligible to apply this credit card. I am thinking of upgrading to Maybankard 2 Platinum Card since my income has increased. To apply for Platinum card you need to have minimum annual income of RM60,000. Actually there is nothing different between both this card. The only difference is the additional benefits of Travel insurance coverage and retail protection. Anyway, the benefits is better than none mah. Haha.

For additional information, please read Maybankard 2 Gold Card and Maybankard 2 Platinum Card

For me, better to focus on one card to use all the benefits it offered to you rather than using different card for different benefits. That's confusing too. I like to use maybank online service too. So clear and user-friendly. For most expenses i would like to pay by credit card if applicable because all can be traced. So you can monitor the spending. After i use the credit card, i would clear the credit within one week too. You know, we should use the benefits from the card, but not becoming the silly who need to pay the high interest.

新年。旅行

今年新年，家人去巴厘岛了。

巴厘岛，我去了两次。一次是2009年结婚前， 一次是2013年女儿三岁。

今年姐姐回来过年，顺道计划去她也很想去的巴厘岛。她拉大队带了全家人去。很可惜我不能去，我想我也不要去。去了两次，在近期内去的话要吐了。而且，预产期就在这个时候，怎么可能去。

巴厘岛是个好地方。风光明媚，花费低廉。家里人一道去一定很好玩。

他们的行程由我一手包办，酒店也我订。好像我要去这样，还要我花费一番心力。

没关系，他们玩到开心就好。

附上去年去巴厘岛的照片。

Dream

This morning i had a dream. I dream that i am having cancer. blood cancer. Died in the end.
There was a man who loved me very much. I was so sick and so weak. So sad i have to leave the one i love. Cried in the dream too.

Woke up and found out my daughter sleeping beside me. 
I think we should be blessed and thankful for what we have. At least we are healthy. 
Appreciate what you have.

新年。赌博

原生家庭是不赌的。

所以我的锄大地是中四的时候在学校学的，21点是拍拖过后跟男朋友家学的，麻将是嫁进来后学的。

能合法进云顶赌场过后，我只玩casino wars.Casino wars怎样玩呢？最容易玩了。就是跟庄家看谁比较大。而且就一张对一张而已。直接了当。当然，赌场一年可能只进那么一次，一年就玩那么一次。前两三次还有赢钱，我没胆的，只玩最小下注额，可能十元，可能二十元。有赢，也是赢那么一百块。这样，我也满意了。最后一次在赌场玩是在丽星邮轮上，也玩这个，也只输了一百，还是两百。过后，就完全没兴趣了。因为这次的前一次，也输了一两百。十赌，还是九输的。都不好玩的。

新年赌博，好像是传统。不过，自三年前的新年，我年年都输钱。当然，我也是玩小小的。输个二十块已经是极限。输了几年，到今年还在输，我在想，赌博到底有什么好玩。明明龙门那么大，我还是会撞柱，还连撞几次大龙门。这不是老天叫我不赌博，是什么？

麻将就比较有趣。可能还是输钱，可是有来有去。趣味性也比较有。可是当你没运时，只是陪跑时，还真的是有购无聊。然后整个下午，或整个晚上，空空的来，空空的去。我问你，这有什么意思？

新年，就这样过了。

今年，又输了个20元。

没有人会因为没有了那一个人就活不下去的

世事无绝对，

靠人不如靠己。

有时候跟着别人久了，慢慢地你就变软弱，你就变得依靠别人，你就变得不是自己。

其实我们每个人都很强的。

可是，我们让我们变得没有别人好像就不行了。

没有人会因为没有了哪一个人就活不下去的。

很久以前，我曾经对那个时候的我这么说。

现在，我也要这么跟自己说。